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I used to have so many fears or approaching people, both what I might end up thinking of them and what they might be thinking of me, and sometimes what others are thinking of others.
Bruno was often my chance to play that out.
Sometimes there are certain people I meet like Martin, and it just doesn’t seem they pursue relationships, and I never see them in them, and have a hard time imagining them in one. Not in a judgemental way, just in a ponderous way.
One of the great misconceptions of thinking someone doesn’t love you is that it has anything to do with yourself.